It is time

are you lost?  not sure of who you are? when did this happen? how did it happen?  did it happen slowly? did you even notice that it was happening? did you wake up one day and say "WTF????" or did it happen all at once, like a jethro slap on the back of your head? 
did you look in a mirror, look straight into your eyes and say "who is this person?"
it is time to find "you"

don't let other people fool you...
they don't know the "real" you or the you that you once were.
people are giving you a false you
it might be a you that you think you want to be, or should be
you didn't choose this you
it was given to you by someone
how can you let that happen?
you are the only one that can find....you
you might think it's too hard
a painful journey, one that you do not want to take alone
you have to...
to be happy, to live your life, to move forward,
enjoy, be the you that YOU want to be

go...........take the first step
then another
the more steps you take the easier they become
the steps will come faster and faster
the journey becomes and adventure.
the adventure of your life

feeling.....................

i still feel sick, getting better...it will just take  a little time to ride this out.  i can do it. other than that i am feeling  bit weak and sleepy.......................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Forgiveness

Forgiveness has to start with ones self.  If we forgive it does not mean that we support or condone everything that we have done.  It means we own it, claim it.  Accept we were wrong and move on. We can not become self absorbed in berating ourselves that we never quite reach forgiveness.  We have to let go and move on to forgive ourselves.  If we don't forgive ourselves, how do we forgive others?

How.......

just wondering ............... how do you know?

Paint your heart with love

"Y"

Y because I love you

LOVE